Assalamualaikum. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

First of all, PLEASE do not freak out by the title. Nadiha is not getting married. Yet. ;)Well, it was just my imagination and I really want to write it down ( I can't stop smiling) This is bad, how my imaginations have gone wild lately. That's for not working and not having anything to do at home every single day. Lol c: I have always imagine myself in the next few years time, graduating from college, get a good job and meet someone special and start a new life. I mean like, thats what girls do. Oh, that's what I do. Imagining things.

You know how I spent my childhood listening to 90s english music. You know, how jiwang it is but not in a disgusting way the way 90s malay songs are :p I spent my childhood watching romantic english movies and read romantic english novels. So, a few days ago, I was watching Glee movie and there this one part where Diana sang a song and I suddenly remember of one of my childhood movies that is My Bestfriend's Wedding. I miss Julia Roberts and Cameron Diaz. Oh how lovely 90s was!

I have always imagined and sorta wished my wedding would be some kind of more to a childish wedding. I really want to have a private wedding where only my friends are invited there with their partners and we will dance all night long and laugh and have fun. Urgh, sounds like in movies don't you think? Hehe but I seriously want that. Oh no, don't worry. I still am a muslim lol. I know this kind of wedding does sound a bit western.. I just really want to have a childish wedding where all my childhood love songs are played and we are going to dance and I will be in his arms and he will gonna whisper something sweet and make me laugh. It must be awesome like, to have a childish man, the one who is funny and can be so sweet and serious at the same time, the one who make the relationship and marriage not boring because we are gonna live together for the rest of our lives, the one who loves classic english songs and novels like I do, the one who loves me so much he couldn't see anyone else but me. Having that kind of childish wedding where only laughters, classic love songs in the air, where everyone gonna dance with their own legal partners and their kids, that kind of my imaginary wedding c:

I'm a fun person to be with, I laugh a lot so I hope my future life partner will be a person fun to be with, crack jokes a lot, love to tickles me and will do everything he does to make me his even after we get married. James and Amal's wedding was childish, that's what Mal told me. I was so happy for them though I don't really know them but I wish the best for them throughout their lives.


I wish I can have a childish wedding too, one day :)

Listening to this song while updating. My childhood song and it shall be my wedding song too c: